sodatruck said: “truth be told i was thinking about hazelnut flavored coffee and not the actual nut. i really like hazelnut coffee :3”

Im not surprised that it’s what you were thinkin. :p ( hazelnut does always make me think of the coffee flavour first too. :p I do like it too, actually, that’s what my current is. :V )

Hazelnut?

Well that’s somewhat stereotypical but at least you guys didn’t say “nutty”.

What about spicy?

What flavor am I?

HEY, ICHTHYOLOGY FINAL

come and get me

motherfucker

Stress Synergy

I am a hypocrite against myself: because while I would not judge anyone else as being “weak” or “whiny” for reacting towards going through what I’m going through as I am reacting right now, I can’t help but judge myself as such.

I could handle one or even a couple of the things that are going on right now at a time, but when everything starts hitting hard all at once, I just can’t do it.

There are two major causes to the depression I’ve been experiencing for the last several years. One will hopefully be defeated by this December. School: I just need to be done with it so, so badly. The positive feedback loop from hell: school causes stress which makes me depressed which makes it harder to get schoolwork done which stresses me out more…

This is just… too goddam much.

Too much hitting me all at once, one thing after another, extreme stress coming from everywhere, just piling it all on. I can’t help but feel I’m on the verge of my breaking point. Even the one big awesome thing I’ve got going for me right now is a massive stressor.

I feel like a tree branch, being bent in half, its fibers creaking under the pressure, starting to snap one by one…